LOL.
Ts been ages since my last post.
Been busy this past month. Busy sa pag aasikaso sa school, and paglilipat dito sa Cabanatuan. So far, maganda pa naman nagiging takbo ng buhay here. Pati sa studies :) Super naeenjoy ko yung bago’ng atmosphere, pati new set of friends, lahat.
It’s like new life. New life na as in ako na lang talaga. Wala na si Tita Klein, wala na din si Daddy. Just me, only me. Gaaah! Goodluck naman diba?
All Time Low - The Beach
Well, you’re a long walk from my street
And I’m dying in this summer heat
I hope like hell you’re waiting, waiting
Everybody’s living like they’re crazy in love
I’m a dizzy mess, and everything is so above me
From the floor of any life I lead today
Well, they can take, take, take the kids from the summer
But they’ll never, never, never take the summer from me
It was the very first time that I lost my mind for a week
They can make, make, make me forget the weather
If we’ll never, never, never wash the sand from my feet
It was the very last time that we said goodbye to the beach
Showing off, showing off our teeth
So make one last call back home
Cause tonight we go in alone
And I hope that you know I’m waiting, waiting
(Summer, do you feel me?)
Everybody’s singing like they’re crazy in love
We made a dizzy mess of everything and it was enough
So bring all the boys and all the girls together
Well, they can take, take, take the kids from the summer
But they’ll never, never, never take the summer from me
It was the very first time that I lost my mind for a week
They can make, make, make me forget the weather
If we’ll never, never, never wash the sand from my feet
It was the very last time that we said goodbye to the beach
Showing off, showing off our teeth
You’re going out in style
And I’m getting tired of all your lying
(Summer, do you feel me?)
Stop pretending
Stop, the answer’s in the smile
And I’m coming clean
(Summer, do you feel me?)
Just give me something
(Summer, do you feel me?)
Stop pretending
Well, they can take, take, take the kids from the summer
But they’ll never, never, never take the summer from me
It was the very first time that I lost my mind for a week
They can make, make, make me forget the weather
If we’ll never, never, never wash the sand from my feet
It was the very last time that we said goodbye to the beach
Showing off, showing off our teeth
Tapos na ba ang summer? Puro ulan na lang talaga eh. Tsk. Di ko pa naman naeenjoy ng bongga yung summer ko.
Hey Daydreamer - Someday Dream. Favorite :> Hahahah.

Bago’ng DP. Uh-huh! Trying hard sa pag pose :> Eh bakit ba kasi? Gusto ko mag feeling model eh. Lol.
As long as we’re trying, I’m staying.
Sabi nila nun “Umpisa lang yan. Bago pa lang kasi kayo”. Eh ano naman diba? Bakit ba kasi may mga tao’ng nega kaagad? Wala ata bilib sa love. Haha.
May mga tao lang talaga’ng mapanira. Mapanira, in a way na sisirain yung tiwala mo sa relasyon nyo. Lahat ng pwede’ng gawing kaduda duda, ididiin ng ididiin. Lahat ng negative sasabihin. Basta lahat ng pwede’ng makasira ng tiwala sa relasyon. Parang pinangungunahan agad yung mga magaganda’ng pwede’ng manyari.
Sabi pa nga “Di din kayo magtatagal nyan.” Yung tipo’ng lahat na lang sasabihin, lahat talaga ng pwede’ng makapagpahina ng loob mo.
Sa mga ganito’ng bagay, natutunan ko’ng wag magpaapekto. Kahit pa sabihin na di kami bagay, na ipagpapalit lang din ako sa mga makikilala’ng magaganda’ng chicks, o kahit ano pa yang puro kasiraan sa pag-asa ko sa relasyon. Natutunan ko’ng magtiwala sa sarili ko, na I can make him stay. Natutunan ko magtiwala sa love na binibigay sakin. Wala naman kasi masama sa umasa eh. Yung umasa na parang “Ayy. Mahal talaga ko ng tao’ng to.” Mas masarap kasi sa pakiramdam yung talaga’ng magtitiwala ka sa kung ano meron sainyo, yung wala’ng proproblemahin o iisipin. Kasi yung pagiging nega sa lahat ng bagay, super makakaapekto lang sa trust. Kaya mas maganda’ng iwasan na lang. Diba?
Kung makakaya’ng wag mag paapekto sa mga paninira, pilitin.
Like, ipaglaban mo kung ano sa tingin mo yung mangyayari at dapat mangyari. Nasa sainyo din naman kasi yan. Kung magpapatalo ka sa mga paninira nila, kawawa lang yung tao’ng umaasa sa bagay na dapat hindi mo isuko. Mas maganda’ng ipilit mo lahat ng sa tingin mo ay dapat, kesa hahayaan mo na lang. Hangga’t ayos ang takbo ng relasyon, at hangga’t maaayos, wala’ng dahilan para itigil to.
*3 months na kami and still counting kasi di ako nagpaapekto sa mga paninira. Lahat gagawin ko para isurvive relasyon namin. I won’t give up. Hindi’ng hindi ko din sya isusuko :> Masaktan man, at least pinilit ko. Diba?
Positive na lang lagi ♥
panickingsecretly asked: pano mo naman nalaman tumblr ko? :D
Sa lookbook mo :) Tinignan ko. Tas nakita ko may tumblr ka.


